About My Man

1st off whats his name?
Matt

What makes him so amazing?
His personality, being able to tolerate me when I have my mood swings. =D

Does he bring out the best in you?
Sometimes...

How old is he?
30

How old are you?
23

How long have you been together?
Two years and 6 months

Do or did you celebrate monthly anniversaries?
We celebrated our 1 month, 2 month, 3 month, 6 month then went went yearly.

Have you ever broken up and got back together?
Not that I know of. LOL

What sweet names or nick names do you call each other?
I call him my Farley Bear, I can't think of the nick names he has for me.

Can you talk to him about anything?
Most of the time.

Can you trust him with your deepest secret?
Yes

Can you share your every thought without questioning yourself?
Yes

Would you take a bullet for him?
Maybe, he is 7 years older then me and men usually die before females. Hrmmm tough question. LOL Just Joking! Depends, am I going to die from the bullet...I think he would take the bullet for me, because it's a manly thing to do.

If you didn't have sex with him, would you cheat, or wait?
I would wait of course.

Whats most important to you in a relationship?
Trust

Do you really know the difference of love and lust?
Yes

Who gave whom their phone number first?
He gave me his number.

Was the 3-day phone rule used?
Eh, no.

Anything you wish to change about him?
His temper... ? But I love him anyways flaws and all. When it's good it's good.

What attracted you the most?
The way he carried himself.

Did you ever get butterflies?
I certainly did.

What are your intentions?
We are taking each day as a new day, being together and in love. Where the path well take us who knows...

Would you say your relationship is growing?
Every single day, every singe minute, every singe second.

Do you see a future with him?
That I do

Do you think he feels the same way?
I do... at times that is.

Have you discussed future children names together?
Yes, we have.

Has he bought you any jewelry?
Nope, we are poor lol.

Has he bought you any flowers or teddy bears? Flowers

What about chocolates when it wasn't Valentines Day?
Maybe I don't remember.

Does he get along with your friends and family? Yuppers

Do the two of you live together?
Yes

Did you know each other long before dating?
No not really. I think it was 2 weeks... I could find the exact date but I would have to whip out the scrapbook.

Where was your 1st date?
Southern Sun

Where did your 1st kiss take place?
At his apartment

Who said I Love You 1st?
I think I did, but I'm not sure.
I remember when he told me that he loved me though.

Where is he right now?
Work

Me Heart My Soul My Love

Memories In A Notebook

Memories in a notebook, words that haunt me.

Letters on paper, create words that break me.

Feeling of loss and desire created by paper and pen. And a mind who knew me.

Memories in a notebook, letters on paper, create words that haunt and break me.



- A work in progress -

July 19, 2008

Yes, it has been a while since my last post. What can I say I'm a busy girl.
Well, since my last post...

My brother came down for the 4th of July weekend from Texas. I'm so glad he was able to spend the 4th with my mom and I, since my dad was visiting his parents in Zionsville. My grandpa Humphrey is really sick. We're not sure how long he as. My mom was going to go with him, but decided not to because my brother was coming out to visit.

Another year passed, 14 years... I miss my Daddy Duart to death, but that is life. I try not to dwell or regret too much of my past. All one can do is move forward and learn of the mistakes they've made.

Matt and I are settling into our new apartment. My mom has helped a lot with getting us furniture, odds and ends for the new place. I love my new apartment, it's so cozy.

Today was hectic, Matt and I went to the mountains to feed his friends dogs. When the car broke down. The idle belt broke, I first thought it was the alternator belt just until two seconds ago.

I was able to send one text message out to my Dad, who rescued us! We would of been out there for hours thinking of what to do next. My mom and dad picked us up, drove us to the auto store. We were able to buy the part and repair the car. So that was the excitement of the day.

What a day. It was extremely hot, even in the mountains.

On another note, I have a half sister. I haven't spoken to her since my daddy Duart passed away. We have been in contact, and I'm thankful to have her apart of my life once again.

The years really do pass quickly.
I don't remember much, I was young, but that's all in the past.

Work is work, still pushing those buttons away.

Oh, I never mentioned what I did for a living. I work for a Marketing Company. I'm the Quality Control / Assurance Supervisor. It's an alright job, it pays the bills. Matt works there too. He's the Lead Night Supervisor. We both have the weekends off, which is great since we don't get to see each other much during the weekdays.

Yup, that's pretty much it as of now.

July 4th 1994 RIP

July 4th 1994 12:45am.
Another year passes by... 14 years. I will always love you, my father, my dad, my friend. I'm am blessed and thankful for having you apart of my life for those 9 short years.

Remembered Joy

Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free!
I follow the plan God laid for me.
I saw His face, I heard His call,
I took His hand and left it all...
I could not stay another day,
To love, to laugh, to work or play;
Tasks left undone must stay that way.
And if my parting has left a void,
Then fill it with remembered joy.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss...
Ah yes, these things I, too, shall miss.
My life's been full, I've savoured much:
Good times, good friends, a loved-one's touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief—
Don't shorten yours with undue grief.
Be not burdened with tears of sorrow,
Enjoy the sunshine of the morrow.